Sunday, October 25, 2009
cant stand the sight of you
im supposed to love you
but i dont
im supposed to respect you
but i dont
i hate you more then you could ever believe
my loath for you runs through out my veins
it runs through out my blood
it runs through out my body
im supposed to care about your well being
i couldnt care less
your a waste of my time and energy
you lied so many times
and still i forgave
again, time after time again, i gave you another chance to be apart of my life
i realized your not needed
your not fuckin wanted
your not fuckin loved
i saw you walking down the street today
i couldnt even fuckin pick my head up too look at you
i wanted to
i wanted to say all these things to you
but i didnt, i held back my tears instead
i could fucking watch you die right now
and not care at all
id smile, while inside im laughing with joy, overwhelmed with happiness
you could be in pain, suffering bleeding to death
and id turn the other way.
i fuckin despise you more then anything
how does that feel?
fuckin tell me how does that feel knowing your the thing i hate the most
i opened my arms to you
i opened my heart
i tried to let you in
you stabbed me in the back
because of you i am the way that i am
i hate everyone
ive learned not to trust
ive learned no one is ever worthy of a second chance
its a pity of the person youve become.
you look like shit now, your turning into nothing
no, youve always been nothing
AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NOTHING
im fuckin stupid for letting you cause me all this pain for so long
im fuckin stupid for letting you bring me down
how does it feel, to be so fucking hated by everyone?
i hope it feels good, because my hate towards you will never be brought down
i will hate you till the day i die
this i promise you....
I would want to live longer...