Dark nites dark days


I See shit in different ways, I do have a God to whom

I can praise,

They say he works in many ways, I have not yet seen one,

Shit has gotten alot worse from where

It begun, but still I don't run,

No questions answered?

Am I just the one to blame,

Trying to remain calm with my pride balled up in my palm,

Anger getting the best of me,

Life is eatting the rest of me,

In the end heartless is how I'm gonna be,

I can only take so much,

Before I go insane,

Shit i already did, life is a bid

I wish death was quick

Like with no notice wish I had a knife to cut my throat with

But the streets are....

So cold they so dark you can beg and plead but there's no need your all alone With no mead with many needs
 
No REAL friends



Barely got a mom got no dad you all alone..


I'm not feelin the same anymore

My life is black n grey like a old school corner store

Think about ending it everyday

I don't know if I can live with the pain

It's too deep to think any other way

I wish it would rain

I feel like im stuck in this drought

I know it's not right i need to find a new route



Stuck in the dark, sitting in a corner at night listen to how dogs bark,

Looking straight at nothin but then I see a spark.

Like a light, have my prayers been heard,

Just wanna feel like it's gonna be Alright.Is this real is this heaven, is this the end of my fight.

Can I rest properly tonight, one way ticket to?

The next life and I'm just not into missing my flight.


Nothing seems real,

I'm not able to feel,

The pain from begging on my knees,

I float above the ground like I'm on wheels,

sold my soul , thought that was the deal.

But now I'm by myself,

Living my life like a shadow was better for my own health,

I hear the voices surrounding me, they yell.

But well, this is my story to tell.
I would want to live longer...


I feel it creeping up again,

that appalling taste of death

It is seeping deep into my soul,

lingering on my breath



My eyes filled with such a darkness,

in this wicked black I see

A pitch I’ve never known before,

taking full control of me



Ever falling into the depths,

and I cannot find the light

Drifting so far from reality,

I’m cursed to walk the night



I keep searching for a hand to hold,

while drowning in these tears

Stumbling down this broken path,

I have walked so many years



While this emptiness consumes me,

all that‘s left is thought and ash

Into this hell I’ve fallen,

unto this bedrock I do crash



Unable to feel anything,

my memories fading fast

I have become nothing again,

set free from this life at last
I would want to live longer...



The full moon drips upon her heart,


with sorrow plain to see

She’s longing for those kisses soft,

that now will never be



As clouds roll in to ease the pain,

blown by a friendly wind

Wondering if this torment felt,

was born of times she sinned



Forever she has walked this path,

her soul has turned to dust

He’s been gone so long yet memories flow,

still feeling his lust



These tortured nights spend all alone,

are driving her to tears

Knowing that she wear this anguish,

throughout her final years



Bittersweet this love for him,

which tear her dreams of life

No words to aid or comfort,

she will never be a wife



Heightened are her thoughts of death,

with no solace to be found

Into this Hell she’s fallen,

in her dire tears she’ll drowned



Innocence now torn apart,

consumed with embittered hate

An empty shell is all she is,

unable to bear the weight
I would want to live longer...