You took my hand,
pulled me back up to stand.
But then you laughed with all of them.
I tried to see,
passed it off as pity.
But then you smiled and winked at me.
All confusing, mind left musing
and then I wonder why I care.
Strange this feeling, I try concealing
as you pass by me unaware.
Another game,
another day of shame.
Yet still this feeling can't be tamed.
When you walk by,
you wink and smile so sly.
And deep inside I want to die.
Anger burning, this foolish yearning
I swear to god I won't give in.
Past still hurting, I'm slow but learning
that if I do you'll truly win.
More fists of pain,
my blood a common stain.
It feels so good out in this rain.
A gentle touch,
this voice I hate so much.
Strange that your face could look so crushed.
You say sorry, I reply leave me,
you stare confused and ask me why.
I explain simply, and unforgiving,
until your brown eyes start to cry.
You pull me up,
into a tender hug.
And say your sorry for so much.
I couldn't show,
how you made my heart glow,
just hugged you back and said I know.
I would want to live longer...