still remember the day when we cut the chain...


still remember the words that started the pain..

oh damn is it easy to be or to see...

a hundred million feelings just jumped into my brain

something that i can not explain crying in the rain

exploring death by it's all means

i can feel my blood running in my veins

is it just that simple to say goodbye & fly

we went through hell together

you were my legs when I needed you to stand

and you were the air to my lungs

would u leave me out there to dry up & die!!!!!



mercy is a gift placed in that muscle on the left

seconds killed minutes minutes slayed hours

days have passed away sucking out all of my powers

years climbing on the throne of happiness & exhilaration

bringing down my joy welcoming me to misery nation

it's like am drowning in the quick sand of time..



guilty as charged judge replied to my crime

is it the day when we wake up n scream

and this whole thing would be just a bad dream

in the stories that have read each of them had a happy end

but this is a novel with no author so hard to pretend

pretend to be awake when am just Unconscious

will i be able to kill the Illusions

i'm captured within the walls of fear

deaf n blind as if they're nothing here..



A dark room covered me with its hands cold yet

my soul is burning windows of my vision has now turned red

Lonely - I’m alone here suffocating there is nothing left in this world to company me

to feel my touch as if I could touch and feel

All colors have turned black

a broken film of my brain that never stops never rest and never remember



i've been alive for the past 22 years on earth

been thinking of this since the day of my birth

i breath in thoughts exhale a question mark

Just like reading a good book yet in the dark

trying to understand what before knowing why

till the day comes by when u just have to die

is it time to say life goodbye?



& in between nature's arms u lie down & die

is time to stand up shout out & be understood?

is it turning from being bad to living good?

i feel like a gun with one bullet inside

if not needed in there it stays & hide

because once it's out it's never back in there

a body will drop and some smoke in the air

who said that life is fair

it's just like playing truth or dare

the bottle of life spining somewhere

there are happiness & sadness which we should share..

one day we'll all be seating on a chair

wearing glasses hard to more with Grey hair

don't blame life that u couldn't get what u wanted

it's just that u didn't fight back thats why you got hunted

i will stop asking self why

i will never drop down & die

nor be too sad and cry

everything happens for a goal

i won't let life make me fall

is that what life is about? Being full of hate? Not at all

As a person i ask you all

are we strong? or are we human beings full of lies

from this day we shall change & grow up

and if life brings us down let's ask it to shut up

stand up and fight back

no one is suffering power lack

no one is perfect that is true..

but standing together that will do...

let's make up for all our previous mistakes n start

being all together and never fall apart...

it's never too late to have some faith

in friendship in brothership in relationships as a whole

let's all be One..
I would want to live longer...