Saturday, December 12, 2009
In the blink of an eye
my whole world turned upside down
i let three simple words destroy my life
now reality is what i've found
i no longer live in that fairytale i use to dream about
instead
everything i've ever dreamed of or invision i now doubt
my thoughts tangled up,my mind confused,my feelings are hurt,my heart is abused
days go by and these feelings stay the same
while she sits at home i'm the one who gets blamed.
trouble unravels
words are exchanged, im causing everyone trouble and for that i
am ashamed.
i use to tell myslef beautiful is what you are,then her words
broke me months later and still i am scared
i let go at one time then i came back
In the Blink of an Eye
my life crumbled yet again just like that
i took a step out of myself just to evaluate now i
realize everything said,everything she claimed to be
was fake.
if i could take it all back, live the lesson i have now learned
in the blink of an eye i would never return,
return back to a time where lying and decieving ran
amok in my head where each and every day i would dread.
I tell myself someday i will look back at this and laugh
but for rite now i have to live with my actions
as well as the aftermath
NEVER EVER to God,my family,myself will i do the same mistakes again
because my life could change forever in just
One Blink of an Eye.
I would want to live longer...