Tossing and turning


again i can't sleep.

Nightmares again

plauge my dreams.

When will this end?

The suffering

and the pain.

It seems everytime i trust

it gets thrown back

in my face.

I know i made bad choices

things i regret.

But haven't i

paid back any of my debt?

Does it make sense

to relive it all over agian?

I'm so tired

i want to give up.

But i know

i'm really stuck.

Just please let me go

let me finally sleep.

Please let the pain fade away

and let me have my final day..
I would want to live longer...