Saturday, January 9, 2010
Do you?
Do you?
Ever feel so alone?
And helpless?
So lost in this reality?
This is how I feel every hour of every day of my life.
Do you really understand?
How it feels walking among the people who don't care to know of your existence?
To have to lie to your family about who you really are?
To feel like you're living someone else's life, living in a strangers world?
This is how I feel every minute of this life.
Do you know?
What it's like to loose a bond with a very important person?
What it's like living with the feelings of depression?
And not know the reason for it?
And what it's like living in my shoes?
I know that.
Did you know?
Over Thirty Thousand people die a year, just from suicide?
And over Seventy Five Million attempt it?
It's normal to think of suicide?
Most people who die by suicide, are strong. But were just depressed?
Some people who attempt it, end up brain damaged?
The number one cause IS depression, and people just want to escape the pain?
I knew that..
Do you care?
About life or death?
If I give into temptations?
About things that affect others?
Do you?
If everything were to fall apart and shatter into ten million pieces..
Would you?
Will you?
Could you?
Do you...?
I would want to live longer...