Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I was a failure and a reject
in the delusion of my mind.
I had a million eyes to give,
but people still were blind.
Things never would have gone so bad
if it hadn't been for you.
You took my normal, happy life
and tore it right in two.
Every day a living hell.
To go on was a curse.
And love and joy and happiness
they only make it worse.
I never saw my life.
I watched it slowly fade away.
But I saw the darkness
as it came in for its stay.
The darkness was you
and the shadow you cast.
Fear filled my soul
now I'll never last.
In the darkness of my mind
hide the secrets of hell.
And every other horrible thing
where only demons dwell.
But I also hide the secret
of all the pain you caused.
I didn't want the world to know
who or what I was.
You can't be saved.
Your destiny's chosen
Your path has been paved.
No potions to save you
nor magical spells.
And I smile, and whisper
I'll see you in hell.
I would want to live longer...