I've been beaten countless times


It hurts so much,

It hurts more

Than losing a thousand lives.



There's sorrow in my past,

present, and may i say future

I wish i was anything

Anything but this creature.



I wonder when this misery

is going to end

I beg, I cry

Waiting for that day

The day that i finally die.



I look into his face

my denominator,

Wondering will he also be

my terminator.



His eyes are full of evil and hate

he's the master of the underworld,

The master of fate.



As the day goes

Just fly by

I look for comfort

i look at the night sky.



I wish i was there

It's starry, and dark

To make

My own angel's mark.



Its stupid you know,

I've tried to confess

but the thing is

it'll all end in darkness.



I think of standing up

and just be brave

but the thing is

that will be my early grave.



I just sat there,

thinking of him

the one that will save me

but the light, so dim.



He's my hero,

He's my savior,

He'll save me from

this demented creator.



Until that day comes

I'll be sitting right here

Waiting, and waiting

Each passing year..
I would want to live longer...