Dark nites dark days


I See shit in different ways, I do have a God to whom

I can praise,

They say he works in many ways, I have not yet seen one,

Shit has gotten alot worse from where

It begun, but still I don't run,

No questions answered?

Am I just the one to blame,

Trying to remain calm with my pride balled up in my palm,

Anger getting the best of me,

Life is eatting the rest of me,

In the end heartless is how I'm gonna be,

I can only take so much,

Before I go insane,

Shit i already did, life is a bid

I wish death was quick

Like with no notice wish I had a knife to cut my throat with

But the streets are....

So cold they so dark you can beg and plead but there's no need your all alone With no mead with many needs
 
No REAL friends



Barely got a mom got no dad you all alone..


I'm not feelin the same anymore

My life is black n grey like a old school corner store

Think about ending it everyday

I don't know if I can live with the pain

It's too deep to think any other way

I wish it would rain

I feel like im stuck in this drought

I know it's not right i need to find a new route



Stuck in the dark, sitting in a corner at night listen to how dogs bark,

Looking straight at nothin but then I see a spark.

Like a light, have my prayers been heard,

Just wanna feel like it's gonna be Alright.Is this real is this heaven, is this the end of my fight.

Can I rest properly tonight, one way ticket to?

The next life and I'm just not into missing my flight.


Nothing seems real,

I'm not able to feel,

The pain from begging on my knees,

I float above the ground like I'm on wheels,

sold my soul , thought that was the deal.

But now I'm by myself,

Living my life like a shadow was better for my own health,

I hear the voices surrounding me, they yell.

But well, this is my story to tell.
I would want to live longer...