I've done all that I can,


But how can I trust again,

When on the inside,

Everything is confusion and pain,

I just don't know how,

To mildly forget and forgive,

Turn the other cheek,

When I've nothing more to give,

Except the scars I bear,

The masque of my tired soul,

And the laughing insanity,

That devours me whole,

So whence my redemption,

Absolution from life,

A cut away,

The wrist caresses the knife,

The betrayal complete,

And the circle come closed,

So total and utter,

More than I ever supposed,

The greater the trust,

The higher the fall,

Hastening the end,

That comes to us all.
I would want to live longer...